Cleanse The Blood Father..

I dont know y...its been in me since pass few months.
The nite we fire each other in icq.

On Jun 6 2004 12.21am : ( This is the last msg he gave me in ICQ )
MyFRD : eh watever u're going into my ignore list i dont wanna hear from u again..

Yet today I just wana break the ice..I dont wan to go on like that. We used to chat alot...he used to make me laugh, joke with me and also lecture me whenever he feels its not rite. He has been a great frd...I guess I really slapped myself hard this time. He meant it afterall.

(pray: father..im sad that this frdship ended up like because of my emotions and anger tat nite...i have no right to ask for forgivness from him...i shldnt have behave like that...but father pls forgive me...bless him with good health and speedy recovery...Amen)

(nick have been changed)
iguvert: MyFRD
iguvert: can we talk
MyFRD: ya
iguvert: bz huh?
MyFRD: not exactly
iguvert: ok
iguvert: i wana say im sorry to u
iguvert: for that time tat i made u so angry
iguvert: im sorry
iguvert: can we still be frds?
iguvert: i treasure this frdship
MyFRD: sure...still friends
MyFRD: but things will never the same
iguvert: wat do u mean
MyFRD: got bad blood already so things wont be the same
iguvert: ..
iguvert: bad blood
MyFRD: dont u think so?
iguvert: MyFRD
iguvert: u tell me better
MyFRD: tell u waT?
iguvert: anyone: dont u think so? --->
iguvert: anyone: dont u think so? ---> this
MyFRD: bad blood meaning got bad memories of the past
iguvert: ok
MyFRD: so ya..can still tok but things wont be the same
iguvert: ok
iguvert: i understand
iguvert: i have nothing to say liao
MyFRD: ok
iguvert: saying sorry because i really felt that im in the wrong...i never tot of any bad blood thingy...
MyFRD: i dont wanna go thru that sorta thing again so u can share ur inner most emotions with someone else
iguvert: ok
iguvert: i get it
MyFRD: thank u
iguvert: thank u too MyFRD

~~~God Bless you MyFRD~~~